MKE Week 8- The Committee Gets Notice

Oh my! This has been a week. My old blueprint has presented pretty strongly, joined by other naturally unnatural factors in my physiology, a 5-day vacation (AKA 5 days away from business and stress, care of my beloved partner), a sense of falling behind… and so many other details.

My emotions have been riding shotgun, yelling at me from the adjacent seat- “STOP!!! This is not working! You’re silly to think things will change! What kind of idiot thinks such great things can come out of nowhere? How would so many accomplishments manifest from nothing?”

I like to refer to this internal and predictable monologue as, “the committee”, because it has been with me all my memorable life. You see? A committee is, by definition, a subordinate organization generally used to explore matters in greater detail. My committee has been closely collaborating with my lifelong responses, what we refer to in the Master Key Experience as our “old blueprint”, and it is VERY concerned with its job security these days.

But I admit it: I’ve been listening. I was drinking the Kool-Aid. I continue to ward off my little committee pest in the passenger seat, moment by moment. They’re just a little egotistical, parasitical snitch anyway.

Yes, I’m behind, working on catching up. Indeed some external conditions don’t seem to be supporting my passions, dreams and purposeful intent. I’m force-feeding belief in my Definite Major Purpose at those moments when I am not FEELING it. I’m trusting that my Belief Appetite continues to grow with my persistent care-giving, supported by so many others who are somewhere along their similar paths.

To the committee: The Pink Slips are on their way! It’s the holiday season, and I thought it only fair to give you a heads-up.

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Rebecca Ann

I'm a recovering perfectionist cultivating joy, adventure and passion by observing and learning from and through my varying environments. I live unapologetically, yet humble; adventurously yet calculating of risks; creatively while forever working to enlarge my patience to continuously learn new things, within and without.

4 thoughts on “MKE Week 8- The Committee Gets Notice”

  1. “I’m trusting that my Belief Appetite continues to grow with my persistent care-giving…”, love this! …and nice job giving the committee some notice–very compassionate! 🙂

  2. …I like to refer to this internal and predictable monologue as, “the committee” because it has been with me all my memorable life.

    Ah yes — I call it the ‘accuser’. I watched this earlier today and it sure supports the idea!

    https://youtu.be/0GoCPuZDdNw

  3. I’ve literally heard thet “STOP” in mybhead a number of times now. Then I just say to myself that up until now nothing has changed in my life. If I stop it’ll just continue like that. So I have nothi g to lose, except some hard mental labour which could potentially change my life.

    Keep going

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